: : : mountain of light : : :

h a v e n

2009-04-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

the FAMILY

the devils

Hj.Rahim

" The family is a haven in a heartless world "

h u j a n

2009-04-08T12:02:00.000-07:00

h u j a n membebaskan tubuh kita dan skaligus menjadikannya sebagai bagian dari hujan itu sendiri..menyegarkan kembali dunia kita dalam pertemuan baru antara tubuh kita dan jarak sebagai pengalaman memasuki bahasa visual yang nyata.

2008-12-26T08:50:00.000-08:00

Andaiku tahu...

Andai ku tahu….
Kapan tiba ajalku…
Ku akan memohon tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku…

Andai ku tahu…
Kapan tiba masaku…
Ku akan memohon tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…

Andai ku tahu…
Malaikatmu kan menjemputku…
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…

Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku…
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu…
Aku manusia yang takut neraka…
Namun aku juga tak pantas disurga…

Andai ku tahu….
Kapan tiba ajalku…
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…
Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku…
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu…

JERAI Eco X Country Challenge 2008

2008-12-23T11:36:00.000-08:00

JERAI Eco X Country Challenge 2008

Last Saturday, I had the pleasure of joining 44.7km cross country running for the Jerai Eco X Challenge 2008 in Yan district, Kedah Darul Aman.A team of four with my great great friends:Panjang,Hanis and Nana S***U really did a good teamwork ever during the race.It was an epic adventure of staggering climbs,windy peak and long long way across the paddy field which is very close to 40 degrees Celsius.All in all,a great way to end the season 2008

First of all,I would like to thanks a lot to my dearest friend,Ezreen for giving us extra hand by drove us direct from Cyberjaya to Pantai Murni and brought us back safely..The Cooolness is you,bibeh!! We arrived late at the registration counter at 23:40 on Friday night and luckily the organiser still waited for our team registration.Big thanks to Siti and her committee.Right after the registration,we crashed the surau at kaki Gng.Jerai and overnight inside ther.Huahauha..a no budget hotel since MMU doesn't want to sponsor us!!!

On Race Day..
Runners jumping in place and filling the cold air with sharp exhales of steamy breath.I was looking for Abg Nas to introduce my other teammate just to let him know AAC MMU team in case of anything happened to us,then we got company to be with us.I recognized many faces in the crowd as I shed my layers and got ready to race.Tok Wan and other VAT69 team (bnyk kot VAT69 antar team) were also here,really buat kitaorg psycho before race start.What so ever,we still think positive and support each other to cross the finish line within 10 hours.At 8:00am,we were off!

The race start on the beach side and we soon a giant snake of runners winding acroos the coastal trails.The pace was fast and furious up front,with VAT69 team and other professional runners.Many of us ran a more comfortable pace,absorbing the sunlight and enjoying the views.The climb up "Tangga Kenari 1000 Tahun" quickly separated the trained from the untrained, leaving many to walk the steep stairs and some of them "pecah mental" already..The reward was easy hiking trails until the second check point at the peak.We had a refreshment at water station and took Protein Plus since everybody dah merungut kelaparan.The next challenge was easy but when it took so long way down using road,it slowly burnt our feet and mental.Demmm 13km all the way down...That was sux,man!

Next challenge was not because of the course,which consist of running on a paved road to the third check point and across about 5km paddy field.It's tough because of the weather really hot until reached 40 degrees Celsius.Nana nearly mental breakdown during these course because of the heat but my other team members gave her fully mental support while I was "towing" her like nomad.HukHik...after an hour...Alhamdulillah,we completed these course safely.I was damn worried if she or one of us collapsed because of the weather.

We had a refreshment with a short break for Protein Plus again and we got company.There was one men team companied with us to complete the race.We reached the last checked point together,less than 10k to the finished line.Nana just passed by the water station,da mental la tuh.I and Hanis took a quick break at the station for water and caught up to our teammates.The volunteers let us know that there were only 5km to the finished line.Everybody was excited to finish the race but sadly right after passed by the main road,there was a 8km distance sign.Nana da mental balik,aku pon da nak pecah mental gak dok tarik cewek ni sorang2.Nasib la ada si Arif,boleh diajak bual-bual sambil2 ngorat awek kampung.Hilang sket penat.I and Nana took a walk break to get our tunes rolling while Panjang and Hanis easy jog up front.Within a few minutes I and Nana was left alone, Arif and his teammate were far behind us while Panjang and Hanis far ahead.She started buat perangai lagi,these time she doesn't want to take Power Gel.Aku dah garu kepala,I was more worried if she will be attacked by leg cramps.

We meandered back to Pekan Yan Besar (kilometer 39), where volunteers guided us to follow the race marking.The last 3km was terrible!!!The terrain isn't that challenging-it was the heat that we faced as we went through the Paddy field again.I and Hanis had to slow down the pace at the last kilometer waiting for Panjang and Nana.We had to stick together on the last kilometer until we glided down into the finish in 9:34:26 hours,good enough to complete the race within cut off time.Congrats to you guys!! "It's not as easy as you think" Personally,I really impressed with Nana.First time to join endurance racing,this was a big achievement to her by completed the race.A Big thanks to Ezreen:for being our driver :P Panjang:for letting his car jadi kuda kami Hanis:for your effort to turun padang from Melaka and Nana:DARE to take the challenge by accept the offer to replace one of our teammate.We highly appreciate it and you did captured the splendor!!! To AAC:Thanks for light up our spirits and the last but not least,MMU:Thanks for the branding,we proud of it!!

R e e f L o v e r

2008-06-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

Lindungi Warisan Pulau Redang was an awareness programme to preserve our marine park organized by Outdoor Activities and Recreational Society ( OARS ), Multimedia University Malaysia. The project focus on the raising of marine awareness in Redang Island and Pinang Island Marine Park.There were 65 students including MMU staffs participated in 7 days 6 nights programme started from May 27 until June 1,2008.

Monday May 26,2008
Time : 22:30
Activity : Departed to Kuala Terengganu
Everybody gathered in front of STAD building,MMU Cyberjaya an hour before the bus departed to K.T. I was wondering about the reporter and Mr.Videographer ( kesengalan ) for their late.Mrs Project Director dah start bising-bising kat akuh.Hampeh! At last,we departed from MMU half an hour late as we planned.

Tuesday May 27,2008
Time : 08:00
Activity : Arrived at Jabatan Laut Jetty, Kuala Terengganu
Morning
Woke up early in the morning just after arrived at the jetty.After unload all the things we had a breakfast at the nearest stalls.The food was beautiful,i had a tasty pulut kuning + sardine fish curry + perfect half boiled eggs and hot tea.Lovely...( nak melantak lagi sebenarnya aritu tapi cam segan ngan budak2.Hate! )
The Marine Cruise ran smooth ( selembut tahi ) and fast headed to Pinang Island Marine Park.The cool captain did 1:50 hours and people cam whoring every single space on the cruise just to fill up their time of being bored. Got some people buat taik mata also.I did my own business...dreams be dreams...
Afternoon
Arrived at Marine Park,we set up tent and what so called base camp.Everybody gave a good cooperation to settle all the thing fast.Free activities for every participants except for committee. ( haha...bayar murah kena la buat kerja ) Aku, Panjang, Eddie ( mat sangkut ), Miji and Ila did location reccee to the menara peninjau.The jungle trek took us half an hour to climb up and 20 minutes to climb down.However,we were quite upset because the view was not so good as we aspects.Trees grown up higher than the tower and blocked the view.
Night
Divide the participants into groups just to make sure every participant mix with each others.

Wednesday May 28,2008
Time : 09:00
Activity : Cleaning sea shore
Morning
Cleaned up camp site
Afternoon
Leisure Activities.Some get into the water and some people laid lazy on the beach.
Night
Group Activities

Thursday May 29, 2008
Time : 08:45
Activity : Island Tour ( Media and me )
Morning
Redang Island tour with Marine Team and Media by their 500Hp speedboat. The marine chief, Mr.Raja lead the tour. He did so many explanation about the Redang Island and few islands surrounding Redang assist by the local guide to media.We had a chance to visit Thai fisherman boat.A stop at the long beach hypnotized my eyes...great view out here! ngehehe
Afternoon
Cleaned up jungle trails and painted the walk way
Night
Group Presentation and Treasure Hunt

Friday May 30,2008
Time : 11:00
Activity : Activities with villagers and school children
Morning
Preparation for the activities.
Afternoon
Departed to Redang Island and Friday Prayer.Tarik tali competition among participants,committee and Big Momma at Berjaya Beach Resort.We enjoyed kids activities with primary school children and football matched with locals.That was a fabulous experienced to our foreign participant from Bangladesh.First time for all of them mixed up with our locals.
Night
Everybody pancit already.Free activities for all.

Saturday May 31,2008
Time : 08:30
Activity : Snorkeling all-day
Morning until Afternoon
The time that everybody waited for so long.Snorkeling unlimited!!! Everybody enjoyed crystal clear water at Redang Island and had fun snorkeled at more than five stops while some monkeys enjoyed somersault and jumped from the boat top.Damn funny when other group of people stop snorkeled and watched the monkeys perform!!They all were tak tau malu nyer monkeys, so it doesn't stoped them by doing their business.The Mrs PD also one of em'.Huehuehue
Night
Barbecue and Reggae Party!!! It was our last night and people started exchanged their contacts.The post moterm ran good that night.Everybody gave positive comments to the PD and her committee.Congrats to Mrs PD...A very very Good Job!!!

Sunday June 1,2008
Time : 10:00
Activity : Departed to Kuala Terengganu Jetty
Goodbye Marine Park...Goodbye Redang Island...Goodbye Pinang Island...Toodless!!! The New Marine Speedboat named Sirius fetch us at Marine Park Jetty.The journey became so short,damn short when everybody got busy with cam whoring everywhere on speedboat.I had a chanced to control the speedboat for awhile.Really good experienced!! Everybody became closer when the trip came to the end. Maybe only this time they really comfortable to had a conversation with each others.However,the trip was completed when the speedboat arrived at the Kuala Terengganu Jetty an hour after departed.As a one of the committee,I would like to take this as an opportunity to Congrats to Mrs PD ( Amani ) , assnt PD ( Joe Labu ) and their committees for a successful events.Not forget to all the participants Thank You for your GooD Co-Operation and SportingNess to make this event successful and full of Loves.Congratulation Everybody!!!

untitled

2008-05-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

..If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
mmmhmm

Bukit Tabur Trip

2008-05-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

I just finished my internship presentation yesterday and means first trimester Done!!! Now is the time for me to do whatsoever thing that i like.I woke up early in the morning and made a call to Sani asking him for day pack hiking trip.Then we setup with 2 other friends.Four of us went to Bukit Tabur on late morning.We arrived at the lone dead end tar where the starting point to climb the hill around 12 o'clock in the afternoon.As usual,a bit late as we planned. Bukit Tabur is a good place for people who cares about nature,the ridge is probably the last piece of surviving nature in the bustling Kuala Lumpur.I hope that this place can be saved from the ravages of human activities.If you like hiking,trail running or need light training, you can try Bukit Tabur. The height is not extreme,only about 1000 feet or maybe less with the limestone combination formation, however the scenery is quite stunning for the lake.We entered the hiking trail via Kampung Klang Gates, 50 meters from the gates of the Klang Gates Dam, at the back of Taman Melawati.The whole hiking trip took us 2 hours an a half,relax climb up and down ( 45 minutes with stopping taking pictures ).Here are some pictures taken during the trip

K e K a L

2008-04-30T09:28:00.000-07:00

. . . Kau cahaya menyinari duniaku

Kau kekal di dalam hatiku . . .

Kau dalam ingatan

Kau sebagai kasihku

Kekal sepanjang zaman

Kira kau dan aku

Satu hari nanti

Akan bersatu . . .

Doa Taubat

2008-04-29T08:52:00.000-07:00

"Doa Taubat"

Arabic:

Ilahi lestu lil-firdawsi a’la

wa la akhwa ala nar il-jaheemi

Allah fa habli tawbata wa-ghfir dhunubi

fa innaka ghaafiru dhanb il-adzimi

Malay:

tuhanku aku tidak layak / untuk syurga mu

tetapi aku tidak pula sanggup menanggung / siksa neraka mu

dari itu kurnia kan lah / ampunan kepada ku / ampun kan lah dosa ku

sesungguhnya / engkaulah penggampun / dosa dosa besar

English:

Oh my Lord I know I don’t deserve / your heaven

And yet your blazing wrath / I could never defend

So Lord rain down upon / this lowly soul / your forgiveness

Lord you and you alone / forgive and wash away / the most greivous sins

Life

2008-03-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

Life is a ride, like days in a train
Cities rush by, like ghosts in the night
The rhythm of wheels, time fades away
Stations of a journey, destination unknown

smoke two joints . .

2008-02-11T18:22:00.000-08:00

i couldnt sleep last night.............................and i did tis =)

...

2008-02-11T18:16:00.000-08:00

love.........................................................................................
...................................................................changed me.

h a t i

2008-02-04T23:45:00.001-08:00

" Masinnya air laut tidak mampu menyerap ke dalam isi ikan..tapi bila ikan telah mati, secubit garam pun sudah cukup untuk memasinkannya..begitulah hati..Hati yang hidup sangat sukar dinodai tapi bila hati telah mati,mudahnya dipengaruhi.. "

2007-11-08T12:36:00.001-08:00

my heart is fragile . . .

First breath after coma

2007-10-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmphh...huarrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... ( deep breath )

time flies.....and i didn't realize tat i was in coma for almost five months started from my last post =P now im back...................back to the pasif life but not bcoz of fasting month.Ramadhan is nearly over.How time flies so fast!!

Ramadhan this year hasnt been fruitful as last year.I've changed..Form and fitness is gone.My training equals to zero..well almost.And now, im addicted to nicotine.Damn hard to quit..

Tired not bcoz of training,not bcoz of puasa n not bcoz of work.I gained two kilos in tis holy month.the curse of being in sports : once u stop suma naik! so,i have to change my lifestyle back to sports but once i stop,its hard to start it back..demm! -time stops-

"Old Climber" Gathering

2007-05-23T10:31:00.000-07:00

"Old Climber" Gathering was at Summit Climbing Gym...Empat climbers yang terasa "Climber Lama" bcoz of less n stopped training for 3 to 4 months. Last time panjat skali pon when we were at Rock Climbing Course Gua Musang,after tat semua climbers pegi solo and clik training saja. Some of us were lost and had no training langsung.

The four old climbers yg ada were Ajib Ichiro, Boss , Dave and A.Sharma Rastafa =P wotcha wo wo wo!! We went ther right after Ajib and me finished our final paper,around 5pm. Everybody was excited with the new boulder problems and the gym atmosphere itself. Masing-masing dah lama tak panjat.. ( asyik panjat atas katil jerr ) We warmed up with Boss's boulder problem, followed by Ajib, Dave n mine. Not bad laa our performance even dah stopped for 4 months,for me maybe bcoz of still keep doing Ramjis's climber exercise tips.daaa..Then we moved to Roxx Comp boulder problems and some new problems. Not bad laa the problems bcoz we still can solve it !! =P muahahhaa..

The time ran presto, i didn't realize tat almost five hours we main-main inside the gym ( like kids at the playground, they really main in their own world and doesn't care bout the other thing around ) The time was almost 10pm..so, the otai in our group which is Boss gave us 2 types of sets before end up our gathering. Everybody was asked to do 1 set of 10 chin up with open grip and 1 set of 20 "gantung kat hand holds and angkat kaki like lompat katak" He said this 2 sets is very useful for build up our triceps and abs but buat this sets after worked out at gym where all our muscles dah rabak really painful and funny with many actions. I did 3 tries for set 1 and many many tries for set 2. Huaaaa,pancit akuh..struggling dem hard juz to complete 10 chin up was sangat memalukan and i dun wan to talk about our second set =P kekeke

Lepas penat boulder, we went to S15 for sapederk at Darussalam. Everybody pekena Nasi Lemak Ayam. Very good meals for recovery after training.Haihhh...Malaysian climbers..macam mana mau power asyik makan minyak jerrr.Hmmm..aku pon dah penat ni,saja gatal tangan wrote this blog jugak. Masih tak pecaya gathering climber lama...bila lagi nak buat gathering camni lagi weii. It was really fun dudes!! Rock On!!
Thanx for wakes me up!!!

Bestest weekend

2007-05-19T15:47:00.000-07:00

Saturday

...just finished Media Law paper at 4.30pm...

My first Swimbikerun training for this trimester at Community Club Cyberjaya.

Swim : 200m + 100m x2
A nice easy session. The pool full with four lembut guys and kids. The lembut guys really annoying,man!! feel like want to ketuk them laaar.

Bike : 15k
Waiting for Wan Panjang at Community Club. I ajak him to company my bike training. Start cycling session at 5.45pm, we rode with no destination. I've asked him to use his route but he said his route so pendek and he wants to ride the long route.Then, I told him tat I still got running session after cycling juz to complete my swimbikerun training. Nasib ler he okay wit it..kekeke so we just used the short route,start at Cummunity Club straight to Seri Puteri School where u guys can find a lot of "anak dara" ther,then heading to Cyberpark

Run : 4km
By the time we got back to Cyberpark..it was 6.25pm ady. There were so many ppl took photos with their models and got one production shooting drama at the park. woaaa..got many chicks oso. i parked my bike at obstacle site. Wan Panjang doesn't wan to join my running session,dia cakap nnti letih tak boleh study malam sat gi. Cess, alasan btoi! I complete my run at 6.48pm. Thanks to Wan Panjang for watching me n jaga my bike.
The overall time is 1 hour 28 mins

On the way back to hostel...
jeng..jeng..!! I met Celine n her fren cycling at Cyber road. Then, I accompanied them cycle around cyberjaya while Wan Panjang heading to his townhouse. We rode to Cyber Height and pusing-pusing ther til 8pm,then we went back. It was fun,babe! but something happened in front of Shell on our way back to hostel and cyberia. Celine's fren fell off her bike but luckily she had no injuries. I oso cuak after heard emergency break at my back,then when i turned back..i saw her @#%@#$ Dush!!&^%$ OMG!! So kesian..but thanx God,shes fine...and the bike got to hantar to kedai for adjust de alignment. We going back pelan-pelan laa this time..

After dinner...trus lelap

F U N K A D E L I C S P U N K 2.0

2007-05-06T00:17:00.002-07:00

Alhamdulillah...Finally we did it! I would like to thank a trillion time to our Director, Apai and his committee and not forget to each and every person who give their hands, full support and hard work to make this event happened. Here are some of my art works that I shared during the exhibition.

" THE MOMENT "
Felipe Massa overtaking Toyota F1 team during last lap at Sepang 2007

" CLIMB HIGH "
Anarina lead climbing during qualifying round for woman expert

three little birds from heaven

2007-04-24T00:18:00.000-07:00

rise up this morning...
smiled with the rising sun
three little birds pitched by my doorstep
singging sweet songs of melodies pure and true.....and
saying "this is my message to you-ou-ou" and
singing "dun worry about a thing,coz every little thing gonna be alright...."

F U N K A D E L I C S P U N K

2007-04-20T13:49:00.000-07:00

hello everyone :)

fcm will be having an ARTexhibition called funkadelicspunk!!!

date: 4th+5th may 2007 ( fri+sat )
venue: set&background studio, multimedia university, jalan multimedia, 63100 cyberjaya
tel: 016 270 7739 (apai) 012 200 6045 (audrey)

calling all artists, animators, designers, photographers and everyone (mmu student+stuff only) to participate in funkadelicspunk!!!

everyone is invited !

bring the whole family, bring your friends, bring your neighbours, bring your housemate, bring your cewek and cowok and aunts and uncles!

:)

Can a Muslim be a Freemason?

2007-04-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

Freemasons..Freemasonry..Occult Order..Secret Society...it's all the same organization but in different names. This hot issue raises a lot of questions among us.Can a Muslim be a member of this organization? Here are some answers to the question from my research..

In the name of Allah,
Most Gracious, Most Merciful
All praise and thanks are due to Allah and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger

In the first place, i would like to note that a Muslim should show loyalty only to Allah,his Creator and Sole Protector. His first priority should be his religion and the interest of his faith, since it is faith only that makes his life brighter. A Muslim should never affiliate himself with any organization that works for the destruction of his religion rather, he should regard the Quran and the Sunnah of the Prophet ( Peace and blessing be upon him ) as source of his conduct. No other thing deserves more trust than these two. No Muslim can surrender his will unconditionally to anyone but Allah. If anyone has done so, he is guilty of the most blatant violation namely shirk.

Allah says :- "Do they have partners beside Allah who shall prescribe for them rituals that Allah has not sanctioned" ( Ash-Shura : 21 )

The Society of Freemason is a secret organization with aims which are never officially declared in public. It engulfs itself with athick curtain of secrecy to the extent that any new recruit gives a most solemn oath not to reveal its secrets. He is made fully aware that he reveals these secrets at peril to his life. Admission to the society is not open to everyone. In fact, the Society of Freemasons recruits its members after carefully study of their characters and positions. It also tries to enlist in its membership kings, presidents, ministers, leading politicans and highly influential poeple.

What attracts poeple to join the Freemasonry is the assurance of mutual help which its members pledge themselves to give on joining. A Freemason is expected to give unlimited support to other members of the society. Members have certain signs by which they come to know each other, such as the way they shake hands with other poeple and certain additions in their signatures on letters. In countries where Freemasonry is well established, this can be a great advantage to any member who shows dedication to the cause.

In view of all this, there is no doubt that if a Muslim joins the Society of Freemasons, he contravenes the teachings of Islam. The aims, policy and practices of this society are against the principles of Islam and violate its laws.A Muslim must be fair to all people. Islam forbids favoritism, nepotism and discrimination on any basis.Freemasons favor one another on the basis of membership of their society. Islam respects other religions. Freemansory deceives its members into thinking that they further the cause of a better humanity when they are actually furthering the interests of those who seek to give the Jews supremacy over all peoples of the world. Islam is the final message from Allah to man. It is the religion that supercedes all past divine message including Judaism.

Freemasonry seeks to destroy Al-Aqsa Mosque in order to rebuild the Temple of Solomon in its place. How can a Muslim, then join such a society ??? Islam believes in open methods and declared aims and orders its followers to be always truthful and to follow a straight path. Only evil cloaks itself in secrecy bcoz it wants to hide its repugnant nature.

Allah Almighty knows best.wallahualam : : :

Mukaddimah...

2007-04-16T12:36:00.001-07:00

Wheeeeeewww, I cant believe I did this.After three years i'm in multimedia university and working in multimedia field, only now I feel like to set up my own blog.I dun even think about it..to have my own online diary.Hmm..maybe before this I only set up my mind to climb Climb CLimB and CLIMB TiL DROP!

Now,I mean this trimester really changed me from an outdoor freak to a very typical fcm student who spent most of their time in front of the pc and have no life.I actually hate this life!! but i've no choice.I did this just for my mum,to reach her target for my academic pointer.huemememe... Umm...i've no idea what i want to write,i'm really lagging.

A piece of my Life
::: Mukaddimah :::

Aku manusia, pelakon cerita
Di pementasan, alam ciptaannya
Bukan sengaja, melanggar arahan
Kadang terlupa, watak dan peranan
Aku manusia...tidak pernah sempurna...

Alhamdulillah : : :