my heart is fragile . . .

First breath after coma

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmphh...huarrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... ( deep breath )

time flies.....and i didn't realize tat i was in coma for almost five months started from my last post =P now im back...................back to the pasif life but not bcoz of fasting month.Ramadhan is nearly over.How time flies so fast!!

Ramadhan this year hasnt been fruitful as last year.I've changed..Form and fitness is gone.My training equals to zero..well almost.And now, im addicted to nicotine.Damn hard to quit..

Tired not bcoz of training,not bcoz of puasa n not bcoz of work.I gained two kilos in tis holy month.the curse of being in sports : once u stop suma naik! so,i have to change my lifestyle back to sports but once i stop,its hard to start it back..demm! -time stops-

"Old Climber" Gathering

"Old Climber" Gathering was at Summit Climbing Gym...Empat climbers yang terasa "Climber Lama" bcoz of less n stopped training for 3 to 4 months. Last time panjat skali pon when we were at Rock Climbing Course Gua Musang,after tat semua climbers pegi solo and clik training saja. Some of us were lost and had no training langsung.

The four old climbers yg ada were Ajib Ichiro, Boss , Dave and A.Sharma Rastafa =P wotcha wo wo wo!! We went ther right after Ajib and me finished our final paper,around 5pm. Everybody was excited with the new boulder problems and the gym atmosphere itself. Masing-masing dah lama tak panjat.. ( asyik panjat atas katil jerr ) We warmed up with Boss's boulder problem, followed by Ajib, Dave n mine. Not bad laa our performance even dah stopped for 4 months,for me maybe bcoz of still keep doing Ramjis's climber exercise tips.daaa..Then we moved to Roxx Comp boulder problems and some new problems. Not bad laa the problems bcoz we still can solve it !! =P muahahhaa..

The time ran presto, i didn't realize tat almost five hours we main-main inside the gym ( like kids at the playground, they really main in their own world and doesn't care bout the other thing around ) The time was almost 10pm..so, the otai in our group which is Boss gave us 2 types of sets before end up our gathering. Everybody was asked to do 1 set of 10 chin up with open grip and 1 set of 20 "gantung kat hand holds and angkat kaki like lompat katak" He said this 2 sets is very useful for build up our triceps and abs but buat this sets after worked out at gym where all our muscles dah rabak really painful and funny with many actions. I did 3 tries for set 1 and many many tries for set 2. Huaaaa,pancit akuh..struggling dem hard juz to complete 10 chin up was sangat memalukan and i dun wan to talk about our second set =P kekeke

Lepas penat boulder, we went to S15 for sapederk at Darussalam. Everybody pekena Nasi Lemak Ayam. Very good meals for recovery after training.Haihhh...Malaysian climbers..macam mana mau power asyik makan minyak jerrr.Hmmm..aku pon dah penat ni,saja gatal tangan wrote this blog jugak. Masih tak pecaya gathering climber lama...bila lagi nak buat gathering camni lagi weii. It was really fun dudes!! Rock On!!
Thanx for wakes me up!!!

Bestest weekend

Saturday

...just finished Media Law paper at 4.30pm...

My first Swimbikerun training for this trimester at Community Club Cyberjaya.

Swim : 200m + 100m x2
A nice easy session. The pool full with four lembut guys and kids. The lembut guys really annoying,man!! feel like want to ketuk them laaar.

Bike : 15k
Waiting for Wan Panjang at Community Club. I ajak him to company my bike training. Start cycling session at 5.45pm, we rode with no destination. I've asked him to use his route but he said his route so pendek and he wants to ride the long route.Then, I told him tat I still got running session after cycling juz to complete my swimbikerun training. Nasib ler he okay wit it..kekeke so we just used the short route,start at Cummunity Club straight to Seri Puteri School where u guys can find a lot of "anak dara" ther,then heading to Cyberpark

Run : 4km
By the time we got back to Cyberpark..it was 6.25pm ady. There were so many ppl took photos with their models and got one production shooting drama at the park. woaaa..got many chicks oso. i parked my bike at obstacle site. Wan Panjang doesn't wan to join my running session,dia cakap nnti letih tak boleh study malam sat gi. Cess, alasan btoi! I complete my run at 6.48pm. Thanks to Wan Panjang for watching me n jaga my bike.
The overall time is 1 hour 28 mins

On the way back to hostel...
jeng..jeng..!! I met Celine n her fren cycling at Cyber road. Then, I accompanied them cycle around cyberjaya while Wan Panjang heading to his townhouse. We rode to Cyber Height and pusing-pusing ther til 8pm,then we went back. It was fun,babe! but something happened in front of Shell on our way back to hostel and cyberia. Celine's fren fell off her bike but luckily she had no injuries. I oso cuak after heard emergency break at my back,then when i turned back..i saw her @#%@#$ Dush!!&^%$ OMG!! So kesian..but thanx God,shes fine...and the bike got to hantar to kedai for adjust de alignment. We going back pelan-pelan laa this time..

After dinner...trus lelap

F U N K A D E L I C S P U N K 2.0

Alhamdulillah...Finally we did it! I would like to thank a trillion time to our Director, Apai and his committee and not forget to each and every person who give their hands, full support and hard work to make this event happened. Here are some of my art works that I shared during the exhibition.

" THE MOMENT "
Felipe Massa overtaking Toyota F1 team during last lap at Sepang 2007


" CLIMB HIGH "
Anarina lead climbing during qualifying round for woman expert

three little birds from heaven

rise up this morning...
smiled with the rising sun
three little birds pitched by my doorstep
singging sweet songs of melodies pure and true.....and
saying "this is my message to you-ou-ou" and
singing "dun worry about a thing,coz every little thing gonna be alright...."

F U N K A D E L I C S P U N K

hello everyone :)

fcm will be having an ARTexhibition called funkadelicspunk!!!

date: 4th+5th may 2007 ( fri+sat )
venue: set&background studio, multimedia university, jalan multimedia, 63100 cyberjaya
tel: 016 270 7739 (apai) 012 200 6045 (audrey)

calling all artists, animators, designers, photographers and everyone (mmu student+stuff only) to participate in funkadelicspunk!!!

everyone is invited !

bring the whole family, bring your friends, bring your neighbours, bring your housemate, bring your cewek and cowok and aunts and uncles!

:)

Can a Muslim be a Freemason?

Freemasons..Freemasonry..Occult Order..Secret Society...it's all the same organization but in different names. This hot issue raises a lot of questions among us.Can a Muslim be a member of this organization? Here are some answers to the question from my research..

In the name of Allah,
Most Gracious, Most Merciful
All praise and thanks are due to Allah and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger

In the first place, i would like to note that a Muslim should show loyalty only to Allah,his Creator and Sole Protector. His first priority should be his religion and the interest of his faith, since it is faith only that makes his life brighter. A Muslim should never affiliate himself with any organization that works for the destruction of his religion rather, he should regard the Quran and the Sunnah of the Prophet ( Peace and blessing be upon him ) as source of his conduct. No other thing deserves more trust than these two. No Muslim can surrender his will unconditionally to anyone but Allah. If anyone has done so, he is guilty of the most blatant violation namely shirk.

Allah says :- "Do they have partners beside Allah who shall prescribe for them rituals that Allah has not sanctioned" ( Ash-Shura : 21 )

The Society of Freemason is a secret organization with aims which are never officially declared in public. It engulfs itself with athick curtain of secrecy to the extent that any new recruit gives a most solemn oath not to reveal its secrets. He is made fully aware that he reveals these secrets at peril to his life. Admission to the society is not open to everyone. In fact, the Society of Freemasons recruits its members after carefully study of their characters and positions. It also tries to enlist in its membership kings, presidents, ministers, leading politicans and highly influential poeple.

What attracts poeple to join the Freemasonry is the assurance of mutual help which its members pledge themselves to give on joining. A Freemason is expected to give unlimited support to other members of the society. Members have certain signs by which they come to know each other, such as the way they shake hands with other poeple and certain additions in their signatures on letters. In countries where Freemasonry is well established, this can be a great advantage to any member who shows dedication to the cause.

In view of all this, there is no doubt that if a Muslim joins the Society of Freemasons, he contravenes the teachings of Islam. The aims, policy and practices of this society are against the principles of Islam and violate its laws.A Muslim must be fair to all people. Islam forbids favoritism, nepotism and discrimination on any basis.Freemasons favor one another on the basis of membership of their society. Islam respects other religions. Freemansory deceives its members into thinking that they further the cause of a better humanity when they are actually furthering the interests of those who seek to give the Jews supremacy over all peoples of the world. Islam is the final message from Allah to man. It is the religion that supercedes all past divine message including Judaism.

Freemasonry seeks to destroy Al-Aqsa Mosque in order to rebuild the Temple of Solomon in its place. How can a Muslim, then join such a society ??? Islam believes in open methods and declared aims and orders its followers to be always truthful and to follow a straight path. Only evil cloaks itself in secrecy bcoz it wants to hide its repugnant nature.

Allah Almighty knows best.wallahualam : : :

Mukaddimah...

Wheeeeeewww, I cant believe I did this.After three years i'm in multimedia university and working in multimedia field, only now I feel like to set up my own blog.I dun even think about it..to have my own online diary.Hmm..maybe before this I only set up my mind to climb Climb CLimB and CLIMB TiL DROP!

Now,I mean this trimester really changed me from an outdoor freak to a very typical fcm student who spent most of their time in front of the pc and have no life.I actually hate this life!! but i've no choice.I did this just for my mum,to reach her target for my academic pointer.huemememe... Umm...i've no idea what i want to write,i'm really lagging.

A piece of my Life
::: Mukaddimah :::

Aku manusia, pelakon cerita
Di pementasan, alam ciptaannya
Bukan sengaja, melanggar arahan
Kadang terlupa, watak dan peranan
Aku manusia...tidak pernah sempurna...

Alhamdulillah : : :